I've been busy. Very busy.
"I'm taking five classes,have two papers, three meetings,a social life to maintain, a testtomorrow, TV to catch up on,"yadda yadda kind of busy.
(Thank gosh school is over!)But yes. I've been that kind
of busy. Between chasing into
the streets of Manhattan three
days out of the week, babysitting,
starting a part-time job, trying to
be somewhat social, I feel like
a college student all over again.
But again, thank goodness I'm not.
I love being busy. But at the same
time I hate it. It's hard to find
a balance. I sometimes really struggle
with finding balances. In fact. I
really struggle with it. Because by
the time I get home from where
ever I am, I just want to shower,
put on pj's and hang out in bed.
Or on the couch with my parents.
In front of the fireplace.
(Yayy. My dad made the first fire
of the year last night!) But one
thing is for sure. I definitely do
not feel like skipping out to the
bar to socialize and drink. Hence
my lack of social life going on these
days. I talk to Kara in New York
more then I talk to my friends
who live five minutes away. That
is just how socially ridiculous I have
become. See. They are for the
most part, social butterflies.
They are out having a grand time
doing who knows what, while I am
being a big 24 year old dud. But
I just can't help it. Nor do I really
care all that much. Hmpf!
It's this whole lack of balance
I've got going on. I don't even have
the motivation to connect to the
internet to read about what is going on
in the world of Perez...or even in
the world of my bloggers that
have become such a big part of me.
It's all really rather lame. Me. I've
become really rather lame. Or
maybe I always have been rather
lame? Mmmm. Nah.
Impossible.
So here I am on Monday evening.
Four minutes until Dancing
With The Stars starts, already cozied up
in my pajamas after working all
afternoon. I am not out celebrating
so and sos birthday like my home
friends are doing. I am hanging out
with Mama Stout instead. And then
I will be crawling into bed with
Eclipse and going to bed. Yeahh. It's
true.
On a VERY big plus side. I am
seeing Karaaa K. herself tomorrow!
I decided to NOT be lame and stay
over her place for the night. Seeing
as I'm in New York and all...it's about
time we get together already! And even
though she was just home this
weekend, her brother got married!, and
we did just see each other Friday
evening...I still miss her dearly! So
we will be going for drinks and having
a smashing time. As we always have
when we're together. Clearlyyyy.
How was everyone's weekend?
In the words of Gossip Girl...
XOXO,
A.